I encourage you to find happiness in a place you haven't considered before. Create a new experience for yourself and acquire new inspirations. Be open to the idea that now, can be your choice. I'm sure that you are worth it...to someone you will be a moment needed. Find your moment.
There is too much to be sad about...as there is just as much, if not more, happiness to be found and shared.
Alisia


"Sometimes we take quite a journey-physically
or mentally or emotionally-when the very love
and happiness we want so much can be found by
just sitting down. We spend our lives searching
for something we think we don’t have, something
that will make us happy. But the key to our deepest
happiness lies in changing our vision of where to
seek it. " Salzberg